Adoption: His Peace over My Understanding

I’m staring at this Word document not knowing where to begin
Your peace or my understanding
My flesh wants to win
I can’t have both
I know that’s true
Father, I really do want you

I keep praying for doors to be opened and closed
I keep praying for your will to be shown
Could it be I’m not liking your answer
Could it be I’m not trusting your Word

We have birth moms interested
Yet not one has followed through
I want a match so badly
But through the wait you’re wanting me to
Just want you

Teach me to find joy in the quiet
Teach my soul to rest
Teach me that you’re enough
Teach my rebel heart your ways really are best

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