Faith: New Lenses to the Goodness of Jesus

I’m kinda embarrassed for the words I’m about to say
Truth is, I have been hesitant to trust in your way
Your purpose so often has come at a cost
Believing you wanted what was good somehow got lost
Yes, you have consistently healed
But the fight for wholeness has left a lot of fears concealed
I want to believe in you with no strings attached
I want to have the joy that comes from having every fear snatched

You are teaching me to see you with a fresh lense
This miracle baby you gave me is helping my soul cleanse
From utero the odds were stacked against him
But you gave him new life by making him a Williams

Healing has often been painful
But through his life I see you as graceful
You’ve been holding him the whole time
Setting him a part for this journey that he was meant to climb

I’ve often seen your timing as late
But if time is your creation then that is most definitely my mistake
You come when you need to
You are always there even when it’s hard to see you

Nothing in this journey is wasted
My family is one that you long ago pasted
Please forgive me for all the times I misunderstood
That you are in fact very very good