This post has been marinating this week. After having a panic attack on Saturday, I really felt the Lord wanting me to have some clarity in the root of why. I wish I could say this was one of my firsts. Even though it isn’t, it did feel different than the previous ones. I felt [...]
Sunday is coming, friends.
Dear Birth Mom, You will never know what the other side of the computer screen looks like right now. I am sitting in my favorite coffee shop, with a hot latte for some courage in writing my first email to you. I have worship music blaring in my ears to block out the people and [...]
We were at Hobby Lobby today and a lady complimented a few times how handsome Easton was. She then looked at Em and asked me if she was my child as well. When I responded that they were both mine, she said, “You have beautiful children.” I told her, “Thank you so much!” and she [...]
Friday was a day. A day that left me bawling in the bathtub telling God I didn’t know what else to do and asking him why this was even happening. Not necessarily a “why me?” vent session, but definitely a “I’ve prayed xyz prayers and I simply don’t understand your answer to any of them” [...]