I can see its face. I can feel its presence. Five years later I can’t escape it. I want so badly to move on but it finds its way back to me. I see black. I wake up knowing we are done with any future pregnancies. I see black again. And again. Darkness was the [...]
Author: Raw Healing
He’s Able
It’s the Season for Joy..Right?
In a little over two weeks my baby turns five- years- old and we hit the two- year mark of being in our adoption journey. This week has been heavy. I’ve begun planning her party, she wants Frozen of course, and every time I am on Pinterest getting ideas I feel the reality of time [...]
Praise Him anyway.
I had no idea what to post today. But, as I was sitting with my cursor blinking at me, I heard these three words clear as day. Praise Him ANYWAY. I don't know what your ANYWAY might be. I have a list of my own playing in my mind right now... But no matter what [...]
Learning the Same Lesson as My Four-Year-Old
I was taking a bath one night when Emry came in crying hysterically, “Daddy is mean!” I asked her what happened and she said, “Daddy told me to get back in bed, he’s so mean!” I told her daddy is right and that she does need to get back in bed to which she replied, [...]
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